That Sucks

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My lungs suck. No. Wait a minute. They don’t suck. That’s the problem–they don’t suck at all. They just sit there—in my chest cavity—taking up space. It’s cruddy. No kidding.

Complaining about it doesn’t make my rotten lungs any better, so I don’t do it . . . all the time. Not everyday, anyway.

Because of my nonfunctioning lungs, I have to wear supplemental oxygen all the time. That sucks. Really. I have a machine that sucks pure oxygen out of the air and pumps it into my lungs. It’s great to suck.

There are some days, however, that I wonder if it’s worth the hassle to even get out of bed. I’m serious. Getting out of bed means I have to breathe more. Then, when that happens, I have to get clean. Then I see pictures of my children, grandchildren, and get on my computer and see my friends on the Internet and I say to myself, “Yes. Yes. All of this stuff. All of my suffering. All of my highs and lows–everything . . . it’s all worth it . . . It’s great to suck.”

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About thecrazylady3

Born with a few loose screws and lived to write about it. The Crazy Lady can't help it. She 'screws' up all the time. Grrrrrr. But . . . her screw-ups are funny as heck. You'll laugh--guaranteed

7 thoughts on “That Sucks

  1. Reblogged this on Annie's Blog and commented:

    When you’re feeling down about what has throw your way look what others are going through. Life sucks sometimes. But sometimes it’s a good thing, Ask LaRae Parry..

  2. LaRae you Suck! And then you Suck some more! Know that you are loved not just by your family but by everyone you have ever touched. I love you my Crazy Funny Lady!!! Big Jersey Hugs coming your way! Don’t worry I won’t squeeze too hard. I need you to Suck!! xoxo..

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